Dear Trust.


Dear Trust…

Your both a wonderful and deadly thing.
You take so much time to build up.
Yet you take so little time to break down.

You can disapear in the blink of an eye but you leave behind a open wound.
You frighten and excite me both at the same time.

You make friendships and yet you break them too.
You break walls and open hearts.

Your dangerous.
If your opened up go the wrong person you can break a heart and ruin a memory.

You build a rising fear inside my chest, leaving me in constant wonder who deserves to get you.

Sometimes I wish you would hurry up and open up, simply whenever I wish.
Other times I am glad you stayed strong and contained.
You have saved me from a lot of pain.

You keep me strong and let me fall.
Both good and bad.

Always keeping me on my toes.
Building barriers high.
I wonder who I can really let have you.
Your mean a lot to me, but I hate the way you can easily hurt me.


Procrastination and Distraction.


Wow…it really has been awhile since I’ve been on here. I miss blogging and reading blogs. Lately I’ve been busy and distracted a lot and I also have been procrastinating getting back into blogging.

Why, I really don’t know. I love blogging. I love reading others blogs. I Love all you other bloggers on here. I’m just a lazy, procrastinating, distracted poop to say the least. :”)

Also my fan on the laptops gone so it only stays on for a couple of minutes before it turns into either a mini velociraptor or a helicopter and proceeds to overheat.  It’s another reason I have been away from blogging. Blogging from the apps way more difficult for me I became so used to the computer.

ANYWHO how is everyone. I am sorry for not being on and being able to read your posts. I hope to read them more often again , now that its summer โค

So yeah tell me how you guys are, what you's have been up to. Is it summer for you guys? ๐Ÿ™‚

Also hope you guys out their doing exams are doing okay and are staying calm and chilled as much as you can. GOOD LUCK, YOUS CAN DO IT! ๐Ÿ™‚