I don’t know whether or not I should have made this blog anonymous. Like I have reasons why I should of made it anonymous and reasons I need it not to be. On one hand maybe it’s a good thing that this is out in the open. Like I did say in my first post that I am weird and I have to learn to entirely embrace it I guess?
Like this is sort of an in the open diary?, If I let it be. (Beatles song starts playing in my head), see stuff like that would make it like a diary. I do keep a diary but of course me being your average lazy teenager I keep writing less and less. I have started using technology more so than pen to paper. Writing each night gets tiring especially when I’ve had school or something on that just drained me. I don’t write enough of what I want to write.
I have so many Opinions on so many different things. I’m an opinionated person but I can be forgetful. My Minds constantly running with different ideas, thinking ”Oh I will write about this later” then when it comes to it I will forget as the pens in my hand…But ill remember a few minutes later with my phone in hand.
There is a lot of stuff I want to write about. I want to be able to write about ANYTHING I want. I just don’t feel entirely comfortable doing it. Like if anybody I knew in person read the blogs I want to post, I’d feel so uncomfortable.
Struggles of being a awkward, weird teen xD
Reasons I want to go Anon:
- I don’t feel entirely comfortable writing about anything I like.
- I am to scared to be judged by people in real life.
- I know how much embarrassment this blogs going to bring.
- Its easy to rant and regret using technology.
Reasons I need to stay Public:
- I need to face my fears more.
- maybe in the future I can become a journalist?
- I need to express my opinions out loud more?